I Have Come!

Hello people...

If you want an introduction, please don't ask me. Look at the bio (Or where it SHOULD be, just began to blog today) for any information. I've just been tossed into the world of web-bloggers I guess, seeing all my friends have one, maybe I should too.

Today was a very-I repeat- very odd day. It's hard to find a proper word for it as I was really very pissed.

By the way, if you find me using names, most of the time they're fake names, especially the ones I'm liable to offend and don't want them to know I'm talking about them...

Anyway, to start off, I'm a children church worship leader(Am I?), and today I had to do a couple of songs which I did not know. Kids as you know nowadays, are not very kind, and so were starting to get bored with the unfamiliar songs. Cheers to Auntie Chulian for helping me!

After that part, thank God, I knew the other songs. Kids are also easy to amuse, and so after doing some funny stuff (like muffling my voice to follow the verse "I'm feastin at His banqueting table"), they finally warmed up.

After that, I had to round up people and do head-counts and such. My Church Youth arranged a picnic/outing at Tanjong Beach in Sentosa you see, so the younger ones had to be taken care of.

When we finally set off, we got lost. -_-

We managed to get a 7-seater cab though (there were TEN of us!), and reached there before some others. Needless to say, I am a nerd and had planned on walking around doing anything. How pathetic am I?

There were no tables to do my homework on though, and I changed into my beach wear seeing that my stepbrother Titus had done so and so had many others. They were what people considered "cool", and I wanted to join them - NOT! Well maybe to get her...

I hate the beach. I can't play sports, can't cycle, can't rollerblade. I can swim, but I hate the sea. It's full of piss, gunk and whatever you can think of! S'pore's beaches just ain't clean. Meanwhile, I stole glances at Rainie whenever I can. Okay, Rainie's the girl I like, and that's not her real name. I must look like a failure to her huh? I've even heard her call me "gay" before! **bursts into tears, then stops** But that's another story...

What came next was a suprise. We all got sucked into playing this step-on-someone's-balloon game. I was the finalist along with this other twenty-something girl. We were like Chinese fighters and fight we did. Until everyone else got bored and threw us in the water instead. I fought like a tiger when grabbed, and punched Ming Zhen twice (sorry!) and elbowed/punched Samuel once. But I still landed in the water. **sighz**

Still no attention from Rainie. Sad, aren't I? Well, I'm a hopeless romantic :S. Still, I feel happy in her presence, and though it stings as she kept avoiding me (I think), it feels nice.

Unfortunately, she has to leave early along with a whole other bunch of people as well. I finally feel normal again. Then it was rugy time - on rough sand.

There is one thing you have to note about me. I'm only 50 kg at 17+cm and I look like a bloody bamboo man. So when they played rugby, I only went after the not-so-big-sized ones. I tell you, the team which you want to win, must have: Zhiwei and Reymond (Raymond?) inside. I only got a tiny gash on my foot. The others weren't so lucky.

After that we went for swim to cool down. Only one word: Shiok. Until that crazy Rey dived down to pick up some sludge and threw it at us. As always, I got hit.

What happened later didn't really matter though, unless you want to know about people pushing people off wooden platforms into the sea for fun...-_-

I had a mood swing after we returned from the beach to eat at a food court. I had this constant black face, and poor Samuel and some others was asking me what was wrong.

I could tell them: That it was Rainie, that I was tired, that I had not done all my tuition homework, or there wasn't anything wrong.

I told them it was nothing. Actually, it was because of Rainie, that I was tired and the homework. Sheesh, why am I such an idiot? I managed to release all the stress inside though, by playing Time Crisis. Death to baddies! (Don't scream at me, scream at the arcade for having only one shooting game!)

Oh whatever man..oh, its past midnight already! Right then. I'm sorry if I've talked too much...Its my first blog after all...see ya'all then...

P.S God give me strength to do my tuition homework tomorow!

josh fatesealer turned back time on 9/08/2003 01:10:00 am.