After the Rain...

Why?

My heart asks.

I don't have an answer...I want an answer.

Only God knows her heart. I wish I did.

Why?

My brain asks.

I don't have an answer...I need an answer.

~*~*~*~*~*~*

I stand here
Looking upon her beautiful self
Wishing that she'd be mine
The way I'm hers

Though she does not return it
But it matters not
For love is self-less
and it does not want.

To see her smile,
Is like sunshine on my face
To see her laugh,
Is like the breeze running through my hair

Does she know
I wonder, that someone other than Him
Loves her more than anyone else

Does she think
That there is only one out there who truly
would love her like a queen

Does she love
Only a certain someone out there whom she
believes is her other half

The Guardian protects
But is forbidden to love
The Princess is Shielded
But has no idea what he has to offer.

Midnight comes like the blight
But within the darkness shines a Light
The dark hour is at its height
Yet there is a Sword that pierces the Night.

~*~*~*~*~*

Rubbish created in the middle of the night, 3am, from emo leftovers from the rain. Titus has just sabo'ed me into 'toning' till school starts. That, my fren, is terribly UNHEALTHY. Drinking Red Bull and trying to remember my 'shen1 zhi4' at the same time has driven me to the point of siaodedness. Lolx.

Really want to watch 'Dirty Dancing 2'...think it's gone though. Always wanted to learn how to tango (hahah). Timeline seems pretty cool, but I've read the book anyway. Yeah...basically some scientists go back in time and get messed up by some dumb war which involves 'Greek Fire', an unextinguishable incendiary substance that keeps burning till there's nothing left to burn. Lolx. Won't spoil it anymore, sorry.

Titus went to sleep like half an hour ago. Hah. Still say want to 'ton'? Hmph!

**claps self on back** Completed Legend of Lightbringer, the Cool Version, Chapt 1! Sick and tired of trying to develop Joshua all the way from zero to hero. Now he's one heck of a powerful guy...

Btw, Project: CNL LotR will be stopped for now. Too difficult...can't help putting people in a certain light, know what I mean. Plus I only know what a vocalist goes thru, not the instrumentalists! Not to mention the blade-dancing. **groans**

I got a keycard to this wonderful and amazing apartment! And its mine for this week! Attention to all Bush Brothers and C-Brothers (The real who dun **** me!), if ya need a place to relax, peace and quiet or even study this week, tell me, k? Lolx.

Damn tired...swimming in Jurong takes A LOT out of you. Which means i can't do my emo thing todae...maybe Wed or Thurs then I'll do my emo screams...

Till then...

as a fren says: tata and toodles...

josh fatesealer turned back time on 3/08/2004 03:17:00 am.