The Second Bringer of Light is back...

You are the Way, the Truth and the Life
Without You there is a downward dive
Into a world of eternal strife

You are the Alpha and the Omega
The Beginning and the End
And I will place You before all others

I will serve You

I will fight for You

I will live for You

For You are the Redemeer
You lift me up on eagle's wings
For You are my Saviour
You healed me and made me whole again.

For only You are worthy
Only You are worthy
Only You are worthy
Of this praise this heart brings...

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boo ya! =)

HeE~ just wanted to blog todae...My life is changed...EVERYTHING's CHANGED!

...Not really. But soon enough. Lolx!

The New Bringer of Light is back...and hopefully stronger in the Lord than before....

OF course I'm not talking about the first "Lightbringer"...Can you guess who the first one was?

Oh yes. He has many names, from the Adversary, to Beelzebub, to Lucifer Morningstar.

Or better known to us as Satan, the son of perdition.

But let us not give the little bugger the satisfaction of recognizing his authority in this world...at least not today. Let us instead, be happy and rejoice in the everlasting love of God! Yayyy!!!! Hahhahaa....

Wonder why I'm so happy? Hahahha...It's because I've finally made a decision...One final decision that will determine how my life will continue...

First off though, I gotta say something. to all those out there, who actually care about me (I can count them on two hands...but thats all! Lolx.)...Sorry and thank you, for everything that you've done for or said to me...I really, really appreciate it...

Hahaha...Sorry to You too God...You sent so many people to help me, and yet I refused to rejoice in Your love...How blind was I? And even so I pray that You'll take away my blindness, my King, that I may fully live this life in accordance to you, and not falter in Your righteous ways, that I may a reflector of Your power, glory, honour and love.

Anyway, there's been a few things that I've wanted to address...

One thing is how I've seen how and what people say. There is one thing people often do not know, and that is that the tongue is a very, very powerful tool. It can be used to raise up and heal others, while on the other hand it can be used the tear, to rip out and to break down the hearts of the already broken-hearted. Hmm. Personally, I've experienced it pretty well, and I think it's safe to say that while words do not wound the body, they do drive nails of friction, hatred and prejudice against one another. Hmm...Not too good is it not? An example?...Better not. Lolx!

The thing is, I've realised that while I do not and try not to well, return fire (the Judas in my sch would know what I'm talking about...mind games, backstabbing, betraying, etc) against those who want to, well, get me out of the picture (if ya know what i mean)...It is not sensible to stand there like target in a shooting gallery. Instead, duck, weave and laugh, like those dumb Agents.

Why not return fire, u ask? Even Michael, Chief of the angels of God, when contending with Satan (damn bugger), did not dare to bring a slanderous accusation against him, but merely said "The Lord rebuke you!". So if Mike din insult that serpent, why should I screw around with my friends, and even especially my brothers and sisters in Christ?!

Psalm 94 says it all for me: "O Lord who avenges, O God who avenges, shine forth!"

Another thing...That girl I was groaning about last post? Well, let's just say she's, ermm, out of the picture for now? Why? Read your Bible boy.

The Great Commandment is "Love the Lord Your God with all your soul, mind and strength." and then "Love your neighbour as yourself".

If thee understanded, good. If thee din, then, your problem lah! Not that I hate or abhor the GIQ(girl in question, pronounced as "geek"...hee!) or that I absolutely feel nothing for the young lass now, it's just how well-placed is she. What happens when others want to get me out of the picture (heh...how many times have I used that phrase?) now? Nothing! As misguided as they are, they can only, as He said, have one master. It's turning out to be more and more to be themselves. Me? Hmm...I think you'll know Who mine is.

Anyway, it's already only two weeks before my Mid-Years. I believe that I'll fail like nobody's business since I've not been studying, and yeah...There's always that big fear though, of those who are more studious than me and well...never mind. Dun really wanna bother talking about it.

Hahha....finally bought the Crashings and Sea of Faces discs...cost me a bomb...Now aiming to buy Jonah33 and Pillar...Dunno who are they? Too bad! Yours truly is a fan of those two Christian bands..Hey, at least no one can call me a poser right? Lolx!

Broken Heart by Falling Up ROX. Treason by Kutless ROX. Faith Like That by Jonah33 ROX. Ashamed by Pillar ROX. heh.

It's after one. I'm sleepy. Ergghh...I've still got my "Call Outs" to do...Dunno what are they? FIne...peepz commonly call them shout-outs...

My fellow servant of Christ: Thank you sooo very much, man. A sea of gratitude would never be enuff to express my gratitude to you. Your decision to make a commitment to our King has been an inspiration and a target to me. Really thank you so much...Not many people out there's been such great help to me and constantly there on hand to pick me up...Btw, watch out for certain people...You've changed, but not enuff for them i guess...Pretty much aiming for you, but hey, you'd probly knock them off their feet huh? Lolx! Anyway, thanks for the encouragement that I'll find my "missing rib" soon...heheh...and I'm their "rib cage"! HAHAH! May His hand be on you as you wander on your future endeavours.

Shann: How can I ever thank you for all the support you've given to me? Each time I'm down, you raise me up on the wings of faith. A true God-sent sister in you I have, and I thank God for blessing our church with people such as you. You are right, shann. No matter how much I think I need that certain someone, I do NOT. And all I need is that everlasting and unconditional love that we have in Him, rite? Yea... Although the taking it easy part will be harder than I think it is. hahaha...God's blessings for your examinations!

Samuel: My mentor...My teacher...My big brother-in-Christ...I've been such a lazy and pathetic slacker, but you're still helping me no matter what. I've not exactly treated you the way I should (the prejudice muz be gettin to me), but then you're still on hand to pull me out of that dirty pit. Thanking you in a hundred languages isn't enough to thank you...

All those who have been there: So many people, so little time...Thank you, Adrian, Olyna, even Leon (heh...unexpected huh?) and all those whom been there even for the little things...

Jesus Christ: My Lord and Saviour. My God and Redeemer. My King of Kings and Lord of Lords. I owe you everything, for all that You've done for me. You died on that rugged cross for our sins. You covered me in Your blood and has left me white as snow. You have sent all these, and more, for this stumbling servant of Yours...I thank you so Lord, and may You ever continue to bless them in whatever they do.

yea. I'mma out.

P.S Dun flame me. I'm out of fire extinguishers. Lolx!

josh fatesealer turned back time on 4/20/2004 01:49:00 am.