A new start...A new beginning...

Who am I kidding? But yeah...this is a start of a whole new story...To me, anyway...Its been a couple of months since I came back from the dead (revival), and I've discovered several things(mostly about the people), some good, and some bad.

Oops. This entry is the first of this new layout so its gotta be a lil cheerful...Yeah! My new layout rox! Finally, a blog that fits my Fatesealer persona...For your infomation, my lil Fatesealer character has the power of Time, the third dimension or whatever they call it...Heh.

Now I'm pretty sure the Three Stooges will make fun of this pretty soon...Who are they? One is pretty obvious: Brian. One look at his blog and you'll know that he's got something against me (I dunno why though...) The other two...Well, a nice clue would be that one's very emo at times...and the other's a pretty sly dude actually...

Hahhaa...so tired...Can't stop thinking about Valentine's Day...So funny, and yet so...i don't know...happy at the same time?! Hahahahah!

I saw this couple in the train on the way to Mel's house for cell group, and they were embracing each other, leaning on the doors of the MRT.

I tried to change their faces to a certain pair...heheheh and not me, but another guy. To my suprise, I started to laugh and smile instead of getting angry!

Not only that, my speech could actually present itself fluently these few days! Yay! **jumps around like an idiot** I rox! Hahaha...ok, well, that was lame... =P I guess the spell must be wearing off! Hahaha! *nods to sheryl*

Or not. =(

But anyway, that Saturday was particularly great, as I couldn't stop myself from imagining how he would...never mind. Hee! I am nuts! But yeah, practice went well, and seeing Leon get out at one stop and come in from the other side at another stop really cracked me up...God was working, that day. Thanks, Big Man! I owe you one!

Heck, I already owe Him my life...Never mind. Anyway, like the music? Yeah. Thought so. Yellowcard rox! **mimes playing the violin**

Today's worship session was really moving...It wasn't only the guys, but the girls jumped as well...except perhaps for the "popular" group? Nah...They bounced a bit, but then I didn't care anymore as I lost myself within the worship to God.

Hell, I'm not afraid to say it here. As I worshipped, I thought of everything in my life (including the hypocrite part...=( Man...That hurt! Fortunately Terence helped me through that thing with me before, so it wasn't that bad...) that was on my mind, dragging me down, and I simply gave 'em to Him!

The effect was pretty powerful, I guess. Tears just kept coming into my eyes, and luckily they didn't gather till they fell, but they were still there.

And I felt really really comfortable then, even with all the guys present. It was especially good when the chorus of Heart of Worship came. "I'm coming back to the heart of worship/ When its all about you, its all about you, Jesus". It was like, BAM! Jesus was MY Lord, and here I was moaning about my stuff! Not to mention that He did a whole lotta things for me too...

When the worship was over, I felt really sian. I felt like I could've continued to praise him right there and then forever and ever! Now I feel how the seraphs feel...

Aha, I can hear the whispered remarks in your head: "Wow, SO cool sial...", "Wah lao, act so holy only...", "Alamak sial...Reading his blog like reading Samuel's blog lidat **giggles**..."

Thank God that I made a commitment on Sunday...I'll speak more about this the next time...This blog will be a NICE one, so no vulgar or evil comments here...That's for the Crazy Rant that will be coming up pretty soon. And THAT hits out at almost EVERYONE.

Anyway, after worship, I was really really really suprised to see some of the girls from the "popular" group with a little red in their eyes, or even red in their cheeks. I thought that they were simply singing as the music was nice or something...

I guess I shouldn't judge people, lest I be judged as well, huh? Then again, they might've been thinking of their Valentine then, so...Uh oh. Sorry, no evil remarks...=P

Sigh...School tomorow...Plus I dun even know got what homework or test this week sial! Die! Haahahha! Oh. Yes. Chinese test tomorow. Oops. And I haven't studied even a bit of it yet. Sigh....

Really tired...**yawns** Gotta sleep soon...Good night peeps...see ya'all soon...

josh fatesealer turned back time on 2/16/2004 12:48:00 am.